Myself... (2X)

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride, from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again

By myself, myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can't rely on myself, myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I cant rely on myself

CHORUS

I CAN'T LOOK AROUND, ITS TOO MUCH TO TAKE IN
I CAN'T HOLD ON, WHEN I'M STRETCHED SO THIN
I CAN'T SLOW DOWN, WATCHING EVERYTHING SPIN
I CAN'T LOOK PAST, ITS STARTING OVER AGAIN

If I turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll
Take from me till everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer

By Myself, myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can't rely on myself, myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I cant rely on myself

CHORUS - REPEAT

Don't you, don't you, don't you...

Don't You
Know, I cant tell you how to make it
Go, no matter what I do, how hard I
Try, I cant seem to convince myself
Why, I'm stuck on the outside (6X)